Loveeee(:

2009-11-15T05:10:00.000-08:00

hello, i'm back. haha.

this few days had been a hectic one for me. many things happened. aiyyoyyo..

i'm so fcked up by his attitude . who do you think you are ?

you're so rude. you don't care about others. damn you!arg.

i will FOREVER hate you la asshole. __

okay, let's not talk about that anymore.. -.-

yesterday went to diy house to visit my grandparents.they look so happy there. hopefully they won't move house again . *prays* diy was not at home.. T.T , she's out with her friends. hahaa. nevermind. i ransack her room yesterday. haha. took some of her revision stuffs & books. i plan to start my revisions now. wanna work hard!

hmm.. 'someone' wants me to write about him at my blog. hahahaa

tk tahu malu tol hehehe.he's sick.. kesian tol. boohoo. LOL. cepat-cepat baik yee.

i don't know whats he's doing right now, wanna text him, but scared if im disturbing him. nevermind uh..don't care.

will be meeting tu anak tmrw i guess?

&&i can't wait for dad to give me some $$ ! hahaa i wanna go shoopping badly sia.

guess i will be going with my sis? .. ican'twait.ican'twait.ican'twait!

ohno.. now did i realise that i got soreeyes. aiyooooooo.

2009-10-21T00:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO ^.^
Hmm,, i have been spending my time at home for the past few days.
did'nt go out. was not in the mood and was daaamn lazy.
been chatting with some of my babes and dudes at msn. funfunfun. hahaha

to someone:
why were u acting so differently now?
o.0? u've changed all of a sudden..
i was shocked when u said that.

bored right now. i don't know where's my love had gone to? senyap je.. '-.-
.. nevermind. skipskip.
tomorrow gonna get my papers back. damn scared sia.T.T
kay. will post again soon. bye assholes! :D

2009-10-18T01:08:00.000-07:00

hahahaha. see that girl up there beside me? ^^
that's my sister. :D today is her birthday. ohmy.. da 20 years old.
da tue da. hehe.
to my dearest sister,
happy birthday to you! hope you enjoy ur birthday.

2009-10-01T02:32:00.002-07:00

Just reached home from school. Damn tired .

Just now school was okay i guess? i acted kinda weird.
was having moodswings & was not feeling well. don't know why..
hai.. blahblah.EOY exams starts tomorrow. haha. think i'm ready i guess..

just have to do my best. huhu. will not be updating AGAIN . will do a proper post after exams. bye assholes

2009-09-25T20:40:00.000-07:00

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wohoooooooo. look what i found people.
great or what sia. can't wait to watch it!
hot pe jacob! :D *winks* lol ilike,ilike.
:D . sorry if i have not been updating frequently. l.a.z.y.
hahaahaa. && here are some pics taken during hari rayyaaaaaaa. :D

2009-09-10T09:23:00.000-07:00

kay.. i decided to delete my previous post.
seems to be too harsh..
i will just forgive and forget arh.
thks to all who counsel me. sayaang krg :D

2009-09-09T21:08:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired of all this.
I'm gonna back off and keep a low-profile now.

2009-09-08T21:24:00.000-07:00

"If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you,it's yours.
If it doesn't, it was never yours"

"Don't let someone become a priority in your life..When you are just an option in theirs"

"Isn't it ironic? We ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones that ignore us, love the ones who hurt us, & hurt the ones that love us."

"You can say anything about me but i am what i am and that's something you could never be"

"They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them."

I found all those quotes on the net. Its quite meaningful for me i guess..

2009-09-08T20:44:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating ..
hmm. so many things are happening right now.
i just don't know what to do with all of this.
i can just say that we're drifting apart.
i don't know what happen.. maybe things are different now.
you changed.. all the things and promises that u said to me are just fake. arggh.. i hate it.
okay whatever.

i had already bought my raya clothes already.
hehe. got 2 only. dark blue and the other one is.. hmm,, can't describe it. lol.
haven bought my shoes and beg yet. -.-
will be buying them soon. :D
mummy had already made cookies for raya.smells nice sia..
-.- hungry liao. 6 more hours to go.
so bored sia.. really2 boredd.
luckily got harizah to layan me.. haha
chatted with her.
so sweet of her to ask me if i'm okay or not. hehe. i'm so touched. lol
don't worry. i'm okay lah babe. -.- mcm phm

okay. nothing else to blog about.
bye assholes!

2009-08-30T21:40:00.000-07:00

Heelloo ^.^
today did'nt come school.
sick. geehee.
early in the morning
•wake up, bath
•played facebook .
•Chat with people
blahblahblah.
aiyaa. i still haven do my physics project.. howhowhow ? aiyayayayaa.
malay pantun also haven. -.- die lah.
Wonder what my babes are doing at school? Hmm..
Boreed sia. There’s no one to entertain me. -.-
.....
and here's some picture's that i have decided to uploaaad.

something's wrong with the date , its supposed to be 31/8/09 -.- cannot changee. noob.

2009-08-28T08:08:00.000-07:00

I'M SO SORRY.

i don't know what's wrong with me.
if u're angry with me, i deserve it.
hope soon it will be over.

2009-08-22T18:04:00.001-07:00

love, i'm trying my best here.
i'm trying to prove to u that i can do it,
so u won't be jealous went he tell u all those things.
i'm really sorry if that incident really hurt you.
i didn't mean it okay.
i'm so SORRY.

hey,
i hope you're happy with your choice.
i dunnoe why u're doing it again.
but nvrmind. its your choice, your life.
i don't want you to get hurt again.

2009-08-13T04:47:00.000-07:00

hey!
been busy with school yaw.
haha. okay. nothing much to say.
this saturday, may be going out with gf.
go studdddyy. lol (like real only) ^.^
after school , went bp with
daisy,steph,ulrica& also pretty face. huhu.
ate at long john. :D
talktalk.laughlaugh.
then they took one round with me.*winks*
okayokay. got to study now.
calobeteh!

2009-08-10T04:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2monthsary love.
:D thanks for the present. reaaally love it.

2009-08-07T03:57:00.000-07:00

heeeeeeyyy!
firstly i want to say
THANK YOU to
mom,daisy,diyanah,steph,hema,atiqah,diy sait,zam&classmates of 3e4
for the wishes,gifts,dedications^.^&bdae song.
hahaha. just now school was FUN.
lol. did'nt expect them to do that.
haha. so paisay, everyone looking sia.
but thks you guys, you all are the sweetest !
after school, all of us went to banquet as i wanted to eat my laksa. :D haha.
nicenice. then hema,daisy & steph went to my house.
slacked around and then mom called me,
she bought me a bdae cake. so sweet of her. :D
and again thankyou u guys for making this the happiest day for me.
sayaaang semue!
here's the pictures.
enjoyy.

2009-08-04T03:14:00.000-07:00

its just hurt.i hate it.
i hate hearing stuffs which i don't wish to know.
i'm speechless when i heard that.
i'm so dissappointed in you.
i trusted you .
dammit.
i need someone to talk to right now..

2009-07-24T05:37:00.000-07:00

hey. :D
did'nt attend school for the past 2 days
was having high fever.
yesterday mom & dad decided to bring me to NUH.
waited for almost 1 hour like that, then can see the doctor.
was relief as the doctor said it was nothing serious,
got 6 days of mc. but i will try to go to school.
hopefully i will be able to attend school on monday.
i'm glad i'm okay now.
&& i think i got alot of homework andddd i am lagging behind my studiess.
arrggh

2009-07-19T03:24:00.000-07:00

just came back from my cousin's wedding.
waoohh. tiring sia and this freaking sore eyes is killing me.-.-
went there at around 12 something, sat there, 'salam' some people eventhough i dunnoe them. -.-
then my mom,dad and my lil'bro decided to follow the rest who are going to the bride' side.
so left me & sis.
hahahaa .kite mcm anak terbiar kat situ.
but nvrmind, we did have fun . took some pictures, joke around .
sis say i was talking to loudly & everyone was like staring at us.. paisay-paisay.
after that soon, my granny,my pakcik& makciks arrived.
so we layan them.
Izam who was in anugerah was also there. haha
he sang at the wedding. bole tahan uh suare . :D
handsome jgk uh. *u know i know yea sis*

here are the pictures that we took

there are more, but im lazy to upload. haha
okay. byeeeeee!

2009-07-17T04:23:00.001-07:00

hey asssholees! :D
just now school was superbly fun hahaha
miss geetha did'nt come today.
lucky today don't have the cheer thingy..
had PE lessons.
woaaah. damn tiring siaa.
all of the other classes play games,
we must run! walaooo.
skipskip
after school went bp with harizah,steph & diyanah.
eat at garden plaza.
then diyanah go homeee.
so left me ,harizah&steph
hahaha.
they bought icecream, i bought milkshake.
walk around bp.
hahaa then saw harizah twin.
lol! :D same btl!
*relax ye harizah*
we laughlaugh. jokejoke
funny siol.
then went hooommee with them.
they take one round..
hahaa. so sweet of them! :D
now currently bored.
someone's watching movie.
tkbole kcau..
haha. kunji munji lah

2009-07-16T04:12:00.002-07:00

heeeelllo !
woahhh. bored siaaa.
today nothing much happen.
after school just went bp with diyannaah and haaarizahh.
fun uh. haha
laughlaughlaugh.
okok.skipskip.
after that, went home with zam.
hahaa. ok chiow ppl.
got to do homework. -.-
byeebyee.

2009-07-15T03:27:00.000-07:00

HAHA! :D cute.^.^

today school was ok.
saw an exciting thing during bio.
get to see teacher cut a sheep's heart.
its pretty gross uh, but it was fun.
cher say it smells nice. -.- haha siao!
finish school at 4.30pm cause got extra maths lessons.
zzz.
after that when home alone..
ok. thats it ppl! i will end it here.
got to do my homework.
berlambakkkk!
chiowww!

wei,,
hope u keep ur promise ok?
control ur anger lah deyy.
& to daisy,
cheer up okay? don't sad sad!

2009-07-10T04:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HEMA!
:D:D
hahaha
& also
happy 1st monthsary love.

i'm sorry if i have not been treating u well enough.
i know i always hurt your feelings.
i keep making mistakes again and again.
i'm sorry love.
i dunnoe what's wrong with me.
there's seemed to be something wrong &
i dunnoe what isit.
i just need to think it through.

2009-07-07T06:56:00.000-07:00

I'M SO TIRED OF ALL THIS.
i seriously dunnoe what to do.
dammit.

2009-07-03T04:32:00.001-07:00

suuuupppppp!
:D
just now school was okay.
had PE. ran 2 round around school. haha *yelatu*
then lessons.
blahblah. mls nk elaborate.
after school went bp with friends

ps,sorry yer nesah, aku tk tegur kau tadi.
tk nampak uh babe. :D
&&& there's a changed of timetable.
argghhh. 5 periods of A-maths! miserryyy.

2009-06-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

my blog seems to be deadddd. haha
today went out with lil bro,sis and her bf.
watch transformers 2.
hahaaa. reallly enjoy watching it.
especially the twins. :D

hey, i hope u are ok.
u say u are, but i don't believe it.
anything just call me kay.

2009-06-21T00:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
ILOVEYOU! :D:D:D

2009-06-18T00:04:00.000-07:00

:D LG SECRET .
that's my new phone ppl. hehe
sis and her bf bought for me. baek sungguh!
thankyou!
i have been pestering her to buy me a phone
and atlast i got it. ^.^

2009-06-10T02:42:00.001-07:00

damn frustrated right now.
will post some other time .

ps; sorry daisy i cn't accompany u .

2009-06-09T03:09:00.000-07:00

hey! :D:D
damn bored right now.
currently downloading songs.
just now sis trim my hair and cut my fringe :D lol
thks sis! ily
on the weekend,
i will be away as i will be going to melaka and also attending a wedding .
mesti gereeekk. lol. going to have so much fun with my cousins.

2009-06-08T00:14:00.000-07:00

argh! best nyerr
i can't wait to watch this!
:D:D:D:D:D

2009-06-02T19:57:00.001-07:00

everyone's away for camp. T.T
no one to talk to. mendakkkk btl.
HOPE daisy will call me tonight. :D
*if she remember lah*

2009-05-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

hello.
got back my results .
i know i can do better than that.
haish. i just have to do better next time.
currently alone at home. sis and lil bro went swimming.
did not tagg along. lazy.
holiday have started, miss my friends!
meet u guys soon alrite?
& my pp8 is currently loww,
it SUCKS. can't talk to ppl. -.-

here's the picture of my new cat.
cute right?
now u believe me?

ps.i think one day u will fall for her.

2009-05-26T04:45:00.001-07:00

ilikethissong!

2009-05-26T02:24:00.001-07:00

hello!
have fun just now at school.
most of my subject teachers did not came.
so we did our own stuff.
i chatted with diyanah,harizah and ameer .
fun.! fmb betol haha.
then went for lunch,
ameer go do something.
asshole sia. its cold u noe!
nvrmind. i will have my revenge.
^.^

2009-05-20T03:18:00.000-07:00

hello,
sorry for not updating.
for the past 2 days, had intensive maths lessons.
it was so horrible. 6 hours of maths. -.-
it was suppose to be a marking day but had to come to school..
tmrw will be getting back our exams paper.
damn scaredddd.
whatever the result is , i will just have to accept it. haha.
walpak2.
damn bored right now. i alone at home .
currently listening to knock you down.addicted to it already.
just updated my private blog,
so to whoever who get to read it,
hope u understand my situation alrite.

2009-05-14T01:13:00.000-07:00

my bestest cousin ! :D

hello!

so tired. just now exams damn difficult! -.-

comfirm fail. study so hard also not use.

things have been happening this few days,

but i decided to just keep quiet and act as if i dunnoe anything.

there's more things for me to think than that.

i will just wait and see what will happen next.

ps. true friends don't tell others the secret.

2009-05-10T19:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

iloveyoumum!
thanks for being there when i need you,
u are the bestest mum in the world!

so,just now celebrated mother's day at my grandma crib.
haha fun.
jokejoke with my cousin and sis.
diy,sebok sey dier mcm tkde style sendiri!
hahaha.
hope all the mothers there and also the 2 birthday boys have fun there yar!

ps,diy aku nk pic2 tu! :D

2009-05-08T20:19:00.000-07:00

hello!
good morning everyone.
yesterday was really a tiring day for me.
help with the housework.
dammn tired.
sorry for those who i did not reply/call.
i was really tired so i sleep.
SORRY.
currently listening to a few songs,
so niceee. :D

daisy, i have read your blog..
CHEER UP MY FRIEND!
:D
don't think to much lah.

i did some thinking after what u have said to me.
he's right. its better if u forget me.
like he said'ppn mcm gitu tk pyh layan'.
so u should just forget me ok.

haha! stupid siol. this post is on 9/5/09.
the date cannot change. i dunnoe why.

ps.when sorry's not enough.

2009-05-07T03:32:00.000-07:00

hey.
sorry for not updating.
okok
school was per normal.
blahblah.
after school when to minimart for awhile.
then something happen.
(harizah,u noe i noe uh)
LOL.

i dunnoe why i am feeling damn angry with everyone.
mood swings maybe.

2009-04-30T04:58:00.000-07:00

hello!:D
sorry for not updating this blog.
busybusybusy.
just now school was FUN!
Joke around with nico,weihong and ronny during some lessons.
funny siol.
they bully nico.i laugh alott!^-^
okok.
During maths lesson.:D
i managed to stay awake and not daydream in class.
heee. able to concentrate now.
..i also got the invitation for ms tan wedding.
not sure if i'm going or not.

hmm.MYE are coming.
totally not prepared,
scareddddddd..
haisssshhh.
i really need to buck up!
its time to do some revision right now.
:D

2009-04-25T06:07:00.001-07:00

hahaha.
its just funny thinking about it.
u have no originality isit?
why must u keep following my style?
don't be a copycat lah.

2009-04-25T05:44:00.001-07:00

Dont Forget (Official Music Video) - DEMI LOVATO

in love with this song.
paham2 je lah eh.

2009-04-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

you're so lucky to get his attention.

2009-04-19T06:30:00.000-07:00

i dunnoe what to say.
the more i try , the more it became harder.
i don't think u understand what i am feeling right now.
why must u do this to me?
u always hurt me feelings.
T_T
I dunnoe what to say to u anymore.
u seem to be enjoying yourself right now so
u forget others.

currently: bored to death .

2009-04-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

LUCAS TILL.

cute right?*laughs*

just finish watching hannah montana the movie.

it was a great movie.

hahaha. sweeet betol.

later want watch 17 again.

zac efron! hurhur.. :D

and also confessions of a shopaholic.

yesterday was fun. found something!

hahahaaa. muke stop it sia. LOL.

2009-04-17T06:37:00.000-07:00

hello(:

kindness week have ended.

THANKS to:

daisy,atiqah,diyana,diyanah,hema,stephanie,zam,ulrica,liying
for the sweet letters:D
hope u guys like the letter i send to u. haha.

so just now was speech day.
awesome! haaha
when to school about 8.45.
reach there, i find diyanah.
watch the uniform group for awhile
then must settle down cause the guest of honour is arriving.
after he arrive, he gave a speech.
hahaha. funny siol.
laughlaugh.
after that got choir performance.
nicenice.
after the speech day finish, when to concourse to wait for some people.
then i saw something.
-_-. really sad when i saw it.
don't wish to talk about it lah.
when to bp after that. slackslack.
saw min! haha. so cute . haha.
bully me only.

2009-04-13T02:44:00.000-07:00

just now.
school was per normal.
skipskip.
have remedial.
after dat call daisy, she's at library.
so when there uh.den saw ppl.
*da start uh*
so when to daisy's place, chitchatted .
viewed people's blog. (:
i and atiqah play game.
she won! i lose. nvrmind next time i win her. LOL
after that i go home
den saw him at staircase.
haha. lembab btl jln. :D
.......

i dunnoe why i am feeling this right now.
maybe i'm just jealous?
i hate it lah.
it sucks big time
i just dunnoe why i am so jealous. -_-.

2009-04-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

you are such a bitch.
all this while u have been toking about me uh.
didn't noe u were so interested in my life.
i feel really sick reading ur blog,
u don't noe anything than u anyhow say.
if u wanna say about me, say it to my face, why bother writing
in ur blog, its no use.
since when i was cheating on him?
tk psl2 nk jealous .mepek siak.
tk suke kite, pegi maen jauh2 uh.
ingatkan da berubah, lupenye masih same.

ihateyou.ihateyou.ihateyou.

2009-04-07T03:49:00.000-07:00

hello!
today reach school bout 7.o5 like that.
its like waste time sia. alot of my teachers nvr come. -_-
so just slack.slack.slack.
ulrica did not come today. so boredd. LOL
after school, when to library with geraldine and harizah.
play games for awhile. after that they go home. but luckily
i got friends. stay back with atiqah,hema and muhsin cause
they got the china thingy.
joke around with them and i laugh alot sia. :D
hurhur.irritating sia muhsin
then i,hema and atiqah decided to go bp, so muhsin
decided to tagg along too. -_-
after that, when home.
Then i saw Leon (:
he's going tuition and guitar lesson.
fun sia. :D

2009-04-06T05:39:00.000-07:00

hmm.. i was sad when i heard u said that.
it really does. but i was also angry uh.
u should look at urself in the mirror first bfre u wan to give ur comments bout me.
now currently feeling sad lah.
i dunnoe what going on right now.
everyone just change. why the hell is everyone keep ignoring me? aku ni patung pe?
-_-. dulu ko buat dier gitu, skrg aku plak ko uat gini?
kwn ape siak ni? aku tahu skrg ko da tk suke aku lagy kan?
i am trying to change my attitude but u are making it difficult for me.
are u blind or what sia.
krg selalu bbl psl aku, aku diam je. Aku tk ckp ape2.
i really treat u as friend, but do you?T_T
i have been patience all this while, but my patience can't last forever ok?
if i got make any mistakes, forgive me ok.

2009-04-05T02:37:00.000-07:00

today suck!

firstly,i have decided to do my homework
butt i left my textbook at school. -_-
so how?
aiyyoo
so i have nothing to do right now.

bored.bored.bored.

secondly, i have no one to talk to right now.
everyone is busy i think.

ps: now then i know the bloody truth.
it is hard to admit it?
nape nk sembunyi dari aku?
kau tk nk aku tahu pe?

2009-04-04T20:09:00.000-07:00

uhhhhh...!
i just hate it ok.
wth siaa.

ihateyou.ihateyou.ihateyou

ps: now my pp8 low uh.

2009-04-03T05:40:00.000-07:00

all i cay say is
it will never ever happen.

2009-04-01T03:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.
Been busy with school and some stuff. :D
i think now my attitude towards others have changed oready. (:
LOL.*i'm a gd girl*
been making up with ppl for the mistakes i done to them.

eh? its all my fault uh? i'm trying to help u here
and u say its all my fault? u think i like to see my friend being sad uh?
u think i am doing this for myself? F*** UH!
u think i am being a bastard and bitch here?
i am doing this cos i am a true friend and don't want to see my friend get hurt !
im just tired of all this.
if u don't appereciate this, don't ask me for help next time!

and to this idiot boy, can u stop doing this?
are u like a perv or something?maniaccc!
stop coming near me lah sial!
are u trying to attract attention here?
*i'm not interested ok?*
irritating sia.

2009-03-29T04:44:00.000-07:00

happy.happy.happy.happy. :DDDDDDD

ps. ape aku tulis kat sini bkan semuenye untok kau.
takmo terase boleh tk?-_-
tkkan semue aku kene blang ko ape.
its my right klau aku nk blang ko ke tak,
nape nk pakse2 aku?
aku tk suke larh.

ULRICA!! tmrw i am going to kick ur ass!!!

2009-03-28T14:45:00.000-07:00

just admit it.
you still like him rite?
aiyyoo

eh, this is not the right way to do it?
its hard for me you know?
its like making me suffer?
don't you see it?
uh??

today wanted to go out.
buutt since no one is available today..
i'm stuck at home.

2009-03-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

hahas. currently webcamming with stepanong .

heeehee.funn siaa.

okok. here's the pics

i'm supposed to do my homework right now.

but i just can't get away from this laptop.

arggggggggggh. blom habis homework andd

i don't know how to do it!-_-

2009-03-25T05:44:00.000-07:00

i'm trying my best here.
can't u see it?

ehk,i had enough with your attitude lah.
u only care about yourself and not others.
stop acting like this lah siol!
ihateyou!

2009-03-23T19:38:00.000-07:00

boyy,if u really like that girl
i am willing to let you go.
its hard for me to let u go and forget u.
but i must.
its best for everyone.
i can't keep waiting for you.
I always get heartbroken when hearing rumors and stories about u and her.
its no use for me to wait for u.
it really break my heart when i knew about this.
it really does.
its useless for me to cry till my eyes turn red cause i noe
u will nvr accept a girl like me.
i just dunnoe what to do,
can't u see i really like you?
i noe i am unable to accept this,but i must.

I know if we love someone,we should not give up
but i am not strong enough to handle this.

i'm trying to be strong but deep inside i am suffering.

2009-03-20T13:41:00.000-07:00

yay!! :D:D:D

today mummy not working and i am feeling damn happy.

at last she get a day off and i get to spend time with her

or else she will be working,working,working.

-_-

huhuhhuu.

i will be away for 2 days(i think).(:

as i will be having a family gathering.

haha.i miss my cousssiin and my pakciks and my makcikss alot

:D haha.

ok ppl.don't miss me

2009-03-17T01:59:00.000-07:00

hello.
its been quite sometimes since i blog.
sorry.

For the past few days that have past.
I did some thinking about what is happening in my life.
Thks sis for waking me up and making me realise the mistakes
i am doing in my life right now.
I should not be playing a fool now.
I know i now should concentrate on my studies.
I am really sorry for making u and mom sad.
I know u and mom are putting high hopes on me.
& i promise i will make u two proud.

2009-03-15T00:38:00.001-07:00

Rycaa.H here.
I'm postinq for my girlfriend.
Suhahahahadah :D
Alrites, new blogskin.
Hope you guys love it.
Byebye !

2009-03-13T11:09:00.000-07:00

Do you know how hurt i am when you said that?
It really hurt me deeply.
Why must you do this to me?
What did i do?
I feeling like crying right now.
I need someone to talk to now.
but where is everyone when i need some help?
T_T
must i everyday be sad?
can't i have a little bit of happiness?

why is everyone acting so weird?
they seems to be keeping someting from me.
i just can't understand .
are they talking in an alien language?

2009-03-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

eh,
such a small matter, u make a big fuss.
-_-
we didn't mean it.
if we hurt your feelings. we are sorry.
ok?
i 'm just tired of all this f*cking attitude lah.
please stop it.
and please, don't be angry with him.

aiyya.
got back my results.
guess what ! i failed 3 subjects.
feel damn sad and angry with myself .
i know i can do better than this.
i am trying my best to do well in the upcoming exams.
no more fooling around.

2009-03-10T04:10:00.000-07:00

I just want to be the girl you talk about,
the only one you couldn't live without..
To be the one who makes your heart beat crazy
and for you to say to your boys "SHES MY BABY"

Everyone say that love hurts,
but that's not true.
Loneliness hurt.Rejection hurts.
Losing someone hurts.
Everyone confuses this with love,
but in reality,
LOVE
is the only one thing in this world
that covers up all the pain & makes us wonderful again.

You can hurt me
break me
disrespect me
and make me feel like a total idiot
but for some reasons.
I'll still love you.

2009-03-09T03:09:00.000-07:00

Action speaks louder than words.
I can't really trust you that much.
I'm in a dilemma right now.
Its hard to make a right desicions.
I must be fair to both sides.
Im sick and tired of people asking me questions.
Im at loss for words

2009-03-08T06:50:00.000-07:00

i am trying my best to forget you boyy.
i feel its just impossible for me to get you.
maybe its best for everyone.

2009-03-08T06:00:00.000-07:00

There's nothing I could say to you.Nothing I could ever do to make you see.What you mean to me.
All the pain, the tears I cried.Still you never said goodbye and now I know.How far you'd go
I know I let you down.But it's not like that now.This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want.And get myself together.Cause you keep me from falling apart.All my life, I'll be with you forever.To get you through the day.And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything.I didn't know what life could bring.But now I see, honestly.You're the one thing I got right.The only one I let inside.Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
And if I let you down.I'll turn it all around.Cause I would never let you go
Cause without you I cant sleep.I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave.You're all I've got, you're all I want.And without you I don't know what I'd do. I can never, ever live a day without you.Here with me, do you see,You're all I need.

2009-03-07T13:02:00.000-08:00

hello(:
i think today my plan is to not go anywhere and just stay at home
as i am currently having a flu.
*haa-chhoo*
hope that this sickneess will go away!

~~To someone:~~

i am reaally sorry. i noe i have treated u badly.
i know i have been avoiding you.
i just don't know what to say when i am with you.

~~i feel i can't be near with you~~

~~because of some reasons~~

~~i will suddenly feel akward.~~

~~i don't know what to do with my feelings right now.~~

~~maybe i should stop all this right now~~

~~so that no one will get hurt~~

~~even if i have to sacrifice my feeling for you~~

~~i must do this ):~~

2009-02-28T07:10:00.001-08:00

ahhh..just come home.

dammnn tireeddd..but FUN ah..

had a great tyme with my dearest gf(:

laugh,laugh,laugh only.

when to popular to buy things.

den right, when we queing to pay.

got one uncle uh, so rude sey.

he like walk den like no space den he say excuse like dem loud ah.

den he pushed us some more.

den ulrica say dahh.haha

the uncle den turned behind, he look at me and say 'wad dahh'?

i was like wth!. i nvr say anything.

i so innocent.stoopid sia the uncle

"SEE YOU TAKE CLOTH VERY WHITE"

okok.after dat we went to sivic centre to do our school's stuff.

blahblahblah.

the we headed to imm.(:

take pictures.

eat.

2009-02-27T06:44:00.000-08:00

sorry for not blogging quite often.
there's been some stuff happening now.
about friends,family and others lah.
i feel so useless and i feel like i am a burden to everyone around me.
i just felt like people around me hate me .
i dunnoe wad is wrong with my attitude now days.
i just feel like i am about to break down
i hate my life.

to that someone:
i know i have hurt u a lot. i am really sorry.
mayb i just miss you. i miss the old you.
when we when shopping together, tok about our problems together,
but now everything changed when you got another person in ur life.
i am really sad by the way you treat others.
i hope you will change.

and to daisy and zam.
thks for being there when i needed someone to talk to.
thks for listening to my problems.
i am really grateful to have a friend like you.

2009-02-20T03:02:00.000-08:00

my mind is focused totally on him(:

lovelovelovelovelove

2009-02-07T05:19:00.000-08:00

hello people!

since i got time,so decided to blog..

my blog seems kinda deaad!

hahahaha.

so that hp,,cool or wat.

i think wanna buy it.

just a few months to go and

maybe i will get it.

must save moneeeeyyy.!(:

2009-02-06T03:47:00.000-08:00

hello fellow readers(:

its been quite a while since is blog.

sebok!! haha .

busy with school lah.

homework belambak...!

so maybe i will not be updating soon yar

and i miss some ppl lah!

1stly: Diyana sait!

2nd:hanna

3rd:Nesah

kite meet up soon ya![:

2009-01-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

currently in love with this song

Suria Hatiku - Taufik Batisah

here's the lyrics

Kini ku sedari siapa diriku ini
Yang takkan berdiri tanpa dirimu disisi

Bridge:
Cintamu suci tak berbelah bagi
Isi hatimu takkan ku mengerti
Kan ku abadikan
Saat denganmu
Di dalam lukisan hidupku

Chorus:
Untukmu kasih
I'll give the very best of me
Kau selalu membarakan semangatku

Untukmu kasih
I'll be there when you're needing me
Biar hariku menentang waktu
Tetap kau suria hatiku

Meski diriku tak sesempurna
Yang ku ingini (kau tetap setia)
Kau masih hadir di setiap
Langkah hidupku ini

(bridge & chorus)

Untukmu kasihku
Ku tujukan segala untukmu
Sayangku
Hidup tak berarah tanpamu

2nd post

2009-01-24T14:46:00.000-08:00

just finish blogging with diyana(:

haha.funny!

just now when taking pic,

fell down from the chair.

sakit siol.haha lame.

diyana,,

biler mau kluar seyy?

hahah.tell me the date asap ok?

2009-01-24T13:42:00.000-08:00

this post is for him and only him(:

everyday that goes by it seems like i discover something new about you to love.

it's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life,

you touch me in a way no one else ever has

and give me so many reasons

to love you

2009-01-22T02:51:00.000-08:00

haha.this are the pictures i have taken just now!

tat girl ulrica!

hhaha.i lovee her you know!(:

fun siot chatting with her.

also chatting with jun yang,discussing some matter.

school just now was great especially on cme!

the guy keep doing wad the teacher does and irritate her.

ffuunny.

2009-01-19T02:04:00.000-08:00

hello sexy readers(:
currently listening to taufik's song.

In ♥ with the song called suria hatiku.

Just now school was booring.

Nothing much to do.

Saw him just now.

haawt seyy dier(:

LOL

and btw,i finish reading all the twilight books already!

hurray for me(:!

2009-01-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

Anyone got breaking dawn nyer buku?

Can lend me pleaseeeeeee?

2009-01-08T01:14:00.000-08:00

hello

just came back from school.

fun sey(:

school was great..laugh,laugh,laugh

play2 around haha.

ulrica kept pulling my bra sey.idoit.

den after school,wen bp.

eat naked fish and joke around.

took lrt home and saw jun yang and zamzam.

den they started askin my weird questions.haha

like what ur cca?,

y nvr go hme with my friend that they cnnt sey her name.

haahahaahha. funnnny sey them.

2009-01-07T04:24:00.000-08:00

ni skrg i have nth to do.

currently chatting with ahmad(:

so decided to upload pic!

starting with the pic of kampong trip

okay.those are the pic of the kampong.

ohh.eventhough it has long past,i miss it but we did not stay at the kampong lah,we stay at my cousin's house.FUN!!!

at night den,got bbq! nabilah sakit perot kepe(:hahahahaha

eventhough i shed a few tears there for a certain reason . haha.only the ppl hu are dere noes why.(:(:

but overall i had a splendid time with my cousins and siblings (abg is,kakla,dearest diy,adib and amirul)at the waterfall!

jatuh-jatuh sey.sakit!

cant wait for next tyme to go there again larh seyy.

2009-01-01T00:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

hope this year will be a great year for me

couldnt sleep.

currently having flu and having the difficulty to breath.

keep snneezzzing.

haha.so i will be celebrating the new year with a flu.

tmrw is that start of school.

must stay at home and pack my bag.

im not ready to go to school

eventhough i miss my friends

2008-12-29T05:42:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Today woke up at 9am and i had to go to school to buy some stuff.

haish!lazy sey to go to school,so boring
4 more days left to enjoy and then study,study,STUDY!
Then at about 1 meet nabilah as we plan to watch twilight at cck and the movie start at 3.

So we decided to go imm first to buy sushi.
Reach there bout 1 sumtin,bought sushi and when to the garden plaza dere.

Eat sushi,tok tok,watch ppl play water.

haha.so digusting sey the kids there.right nabilah?(:

After tat we went to dasio and bought keychain haha.

Then the time was like 2 sumting.late oready but we still walk slowly as we thought there was not many ppl lah.haha

so reach there haha so many ppl sey den we decided not to watch twilight as it was like 3 sumthing.

stupid sey.

so we watch bedtime stories instead to twilight.

fun ah the cerite.

haha.nabilah laugh so loud sey.

but i cnnt really watch the movie as its like blur.haha

mate da rosakk kot.

den wen home bout 7 sumting.

did not take much pic.

sushi larh!seddddddddddaaaaaaappppppppp.(:

mkn nampak!

2008-12-25T02:03:00.000-08:00

hello people!gosh!

Finally i have a blog so im quite new to this.haha

So i think i will just keep it short ya.

will be postin soon.

Gdbye ppl!

♥supergirl